i wanna it..

i wanna it so much.
but i know this situation.
my father not like before anymore.
i love him.
i didn't wanna hurt he's heart.
i hope that.
so if i want to my wish come true,
a must be a saving.
i must do it.
and i believe..
i could do it.
10 months later..
i certain that i have gotten that my wish..
SPIRIT !!